Update from Susan

It has been a few days, actually since last Wednesday, that a new entry has been made. It has gone by fast. We have been having wonderful times together here at home. Still trying to get the proper morphine concentration to give Susan pain free days and provide for her awake times to enjoy activities at home. Susan is still doing well at home. We are truly amazed at how much energy she has, now even walking around the house, directing this to be cleaned up and even dabbling in doing some cleanup her self. But minimizing the activities she does (it can be hard sometimes). We celebrated Hannah's birthday on Sunday (actually is today). But it was filled with puzzle races, watching home videos from 1990 and 1996. Susan was drowsy but was aware of what was going on.
After our devotional time together over the weekend, Susan wanted me to put this one in the blog. It is from 'My Utmost from His Highest' devotional, for March 28th;
Just because I don't understand what Jesus Christ says, I have no right to determine that He must be mistaken in what He says. That is a dangerous view, and it is never right to think that my obedience to God's directive will bring dishonor to Jesus. The only thing that will bring dishonor is not obeying Him. To put my view of His honor ahead of what He is plainly guiding me to do is never right, even though it may come from a real desire to prevent Him from being put to an open shame. I know when the instructions have come from God because of their quiet persistence. But when I begin to weigh the pros and cons, and doubt and debate enter into my mind, I am bringing in an element that is not of God. This will only result in my concluding that His instructions to me were not right. Many of us are faithful to our ideas about Jesus Christ, but how many of us are faithful to Jesus Himself? Faithfulness to Jesus means that I must step out even when and where I can't see anything (see Matthew 14:29). But faithfulness to my own ideas means that I first clear the way mentally. Faith, however, is not intellectual understanding; faith is a deliberate commitment to the Person of Jesus Christ, even when I can't see the way ahead.
Are you debating whether you should take a step of faith in Jesus, or whether you should wait until you can clearly see how to do what He has asked? Simply obey Him with unrestrained joy. When He tells you something and you begin to debate, it is because you have a misunderstanding of what honors Him and what doesn't. Are you faithful to what He says, or are you trying to compromise His words with thoughts that never came from Him? "Whatever He says to you, do it" (John 2:5)