This blog is in honor of my wonderful, beautiful, loving wife of 27 years who on April 3rd, 2008, went before us to be with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Susan's journey through cancer is documented here on this blog and is available for reading in the archive section. The JOY in the journey continues. Susan has left us a legacy of strong FAITH and a challenge to live our lives for JESUS. It is daily and not always easy. “The Lord is our Strength, our Song and our Salvation” Exodus 15:2
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Giving Thanks!!!!
Hannah called me this morning just hours after taking her test. She passed it!!! Thank you Lord for answered prayer. And she said that your prayers really did help. When she received the test and first opened it up, SHE PANICKED! But then she took a big breath and she said she had confidence knowing that you all prayed for her. The Lord was near. She was so excited and thankful. Her next test will be the week before Thanksgiving. Thank you also for your encouraging words. Susan was excited when Hannah first decided to be a nurse like Susan had been before having children.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Prayer for Hannah
Monday, October 20, 2008
"My soul waits in silence for God only..." Psalm 62:5
I found a journal the other day that Susan had been keeping in the early 2005 time period. Susan wrote this:
"My Bible verse for my 4th round of battle is Psalm 62: 5-6, "My soul waits in silence for God only, for my hope is from Him. He only is my rock and my salvation, my stronghold; I shall not be shaken." I picked this verse this time because my hope for healing is in Him alone. Therefore my soul can wait as long as it takes even if it never happens here on earth. He alone - not my healing - is my rock and refuge. My deliverance from cancer is not my source of hope - HE is."
Susan always held on to the eternal perspective, the hope that we have in Him, not looking at our own circumstances. She lived what she always spoke about. She didn't get cured of cancer here on earth but she now is cancer free with our Lord Jesus. I hope this helps you with what ever you are dealing with these days. Her life is a fresh reminder to me to always be looking upward for my source of hope and strength.
This past weekend we went to Carver farms to get corn stalks and pumpkins to decorate the front of the house. Last year Susan was unable to go to Carver farms because she was in the hospital, to get MRI's, get her pain medicine under control and to gain some weight. We decorated the house last year before she came home from the hospital. This year we decorated again. She would be pleased. Here is a picture of us at Carver farms.
And then on Sunday, I took Mary, Laura and Kayla (along with Dawson our black lab) over to English Point and we took a hike through the woods. It was so nice and we had a great time too!
Praises:
1) Leah finished her Portland Half marathon (yes another one this weekend) in 5 minutes faster than her run last weekend.
2) Mary finisher up her volleyball this past week. She has really improved in the game. Who knows where she will be in volleyball in a few years.
3) God just keeps making my schedule of events fall into place. Sports events, yards work, etc. have been happening without too much trouble. But keep praying for my time management.
4) Hannah has been doing well in her nursing studies. Her last test went well. She studies a lot but it seems to be paying off.
5) Aaron got his drivers license. Yay!!
Prayer:
1) That I make the right decisions and not doubt myself when it comes to family management.
2) Our family, the grieving process for each of the children and for me.
Monday, October 13, 2008
A Beautiful Day!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Change of Seasons
Fall is definitely upon us. We all love the Fall season. One of Susan's favorites too! But she would tell you that she loves all the seasons. The leaves are falling all around and she just absolutely loved raking up the leaves. Along with the kids (and even I would too) we would fill plenty of bags of leaves, playing in them along the way. Good memories. The work awaits us this year.
God has been speaking to me a lot lately about this verse in Psalm 46. "Be Still" When things around us get a little bit crazy (family, stock market, elections, etc) and sometimes out of our control, He tells us to "be still". Not give up, but realize that we are nothing without Him. We are weak, we grow weary and faint but God cares about us, loves us. It is such a comfort to know that whatever we are going through, the God of our vast universe, loves and cares for little old me and my family. And it is in our quiet times that we put it in perspective and rely on Him, His strength and grace. In Isaiah 40:31, "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk and not faint."
We have been having some fun lately. Kayla just finished up her cross country season at her elementary school. She loved it although it was a challenge for her. Here is a clip of her last race, running with a smile.
Speaking of running and not growing weary, pray for me and Leah on Sunday. Leah runs the Spokane Half marathon and I run the Spokane marathon. Pray that we stay healthy and finish the race. We have been running quite a bit lately and we are ready. Thanks... we will tell you how it goes on Sunday. Also Laura and Kayla go to their sewing club this afternoon. Will include some photos of their quilts that they have been working on. Blessings to everyone.......